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If only I knew how to communicate the words of my mind

I feel like I care too much, 

and wrestle with the expectations of my heart..

everywhere i look there are bouquets of flowers

white dresses, 

rings, 

laughter, 

my heart jumps within my chest

to be quieted just as quickly. 

I know this is all for a purpose, 

I know i know i know, 

but my heart does not understand fully

and so i wrestle and struggle, 

and fall down again..

My love, 

If you knew how my heart aches within me,

how I wish I could be fully contented in spirit

i will pretend

for you. 

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