stronger.

I'm so tired,

my mind plays tricks on me

shouldn't you be this

shouldn't you be that

voices play around,

frustration builds

and then

silence

Be joyful

it whispers

remember who you are

don't sweat the little things

you are worth it

you can make it

you're going to be ok

the battle stops

for once, just once

i want to take it all in

soak it up,

play it over in my mind

because that's where the battle's at

and I know someone who is stronger than I

it's all going to be ok.

leap.

tiny speck on a streaked floor,

moving slowly, always watching

lines swirl, steadily than faster

spinning out of control

wishing to know the answer

lost, tangled, upside down

if only truth spoke loudly

an arrow points north

there's something to being thankful

it's not a mystery

hold on to the hope that is inside

the promise remains the same.

.

"Some things are meant to be....

take my hand, take my whole life too.

For I can't help,

falling in love with you. "

This song is playing at Starbucks right now and it makes me so happy. :)

I was thinking about other lines from songs that I have loved over the years...here's a few:

"And I don't want the world to see me,

'cause I don't think that they'd understand,

When everything's made to be broken,

I just want you to know who I am,"

-Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls

"I watch you spin around in your highest heels,

you are the best one, of the best ones

We all look like we feel...

You have stolen my heart

You have stolen my heart."

-Stolen by Dashboard Confessional

"Can you lie next to her,

and give her your heart, your heart

as well as your body....

and can you lie next to her,

and confess your love, your love?

But tell me now, where was my fault

in loving you with my whole heart.

Lead me to the truth, and I will

follow you with my whole heart."

-White Blank Page by Mumford and Sons

"He is jealous for me,

loves like a hurricane

I am a tree,

bending beneath

the weight of his wind and

mercy.

And all of a sudden,

I am aware of these

afflictions eclipsed by

glory, and I realize

just how beautiful you

are and how great your

affections are for me."

-How He Loves by John MacMillan.

"Only love is all maroon

gluey feathers on a flume,

sky is womb

and she's the moon."

-Flume by Bon Iver

<3

To be free.

To be free

is to love without fear

to live without worry

to dance without care

Strength comes after weakness

stripped of delight

hitting the ground

consequences.

When did anyone say

it would be easy?

No one ever did.

But we don't think so.

Sometimes things don't

make sense,

but that my friends,

is the beauty

in the broken.

Inspiration.

"Always tell the truth

Use kind words

Keep your promises

Giggle and Laugh

BE POSITIVE

Love one another

always be grateful

FORGIVENESS is MANDATORY

TRY new things

say PLEASE & THANKYOU

Say your Prayers

SMILE. "

November 8th 2011.

I'm sorry for the times that I've let you down,

the times where I mope around,

don't say a word.

I'm sorry for the moments

where I don't love you

as best as I should.

When I don't show you

how important you are

to me.

I'm sorry when my insecurities affect you,

when I get jealous,

filled with fear,

and let my anxiety get the best of me.

I'm sorry for the moments

when I selfishly set expectations

for the time we spend together,

when I'm not as gracious

as I would like to be.

I'm sorry.

I want to live with no expectations,

live free,

happy

content,

no matter what the day brings.

Thank you for showing me love.

Thank you for sticking by me

in those moments when I fail.

Thank you for being near,

holding me close,

wiping my tears.

Those moments are precious,

and remind me of the love that

never fails.

Car ride.

driving in the car

heat cranked

windows down

contradiction.

music softly playing

speakers broken

harmony missing

nostalgic.

candy in the middle

mug in the holder

water on the floor

predictable.

hand in mine

eyes locked

perfect smiles

peace.